doc said i must try gain more weight... woah... i thot i already eaten a lot! past month, i've onli gained 1 kg... no good at all.. i think it's stress... hahaha! i think it's the post promotion syndrome. promotion= more $$$ + more responsibility + more accountability - weight ... hahahahah!!! what an irony!
i think i must learn how to slow down already.. but how? in this fast moving world? Sigh. Anyway, my BB room is almost ready. I'm left to buy the pillows and mattress... haven't got my e-bag ready yet *grin*... maybe this weekend lah.... see how...
to evryone who's wondering what the heck happened to me - i'm ok. it's just one of those pre-natal blues... me worrying abt everything in the world... sigh. must learn to relax more lah. i'll take evrything in my stride and pray for the best!
So.. 10 more weeks to go! so fast rite? This little princess is kicking me ever so actively nowadays. especially if the weather is warm! Well, is it just me or is it really that the weather is very hot nowadays? I can't stand it. Am always in aircon now... think i've been pampered by dear hubby... u know, he even clipped clipped my toenails for me (among other things lah... hehehe) he's been fantas-bulous! lurve the footrubs and tummy rubs and all... and he's quite excited abt the arrival of his little princess too! And he even said yes to the Coach bag that I want... oooohhhhhh.....
Yes, me hit by the shopping bug again! so many things out there, so little time to spare. cos i hate going to the malls nowadays. its like crowded and parking is hard to find. i really wanna shop but been saving up my $$$ for a big bang spree... anyone care to join?
my head is spinning
my head is spinning.. yeah u heard me. I've got this problem and i don't know how to solve it. I am disappointed with the way things are turning out. all not going how i want it to be. i am in a dilemma. how? how? how? i am very very sour towards this person (used to be very close to my heart) and i know it shouldnt be the way. but i cant help it. i will need to make a BIG sacrifice.. and already i am going to feel a totally new experience soon (new member in family) and i hope i can handle all this man... why? why must it happen to me?
i can't take this you know. all my life i've worked towards the betterment of my family and my future but when i need the help i want, i can't have it. sigh. i pray things will turn out the way it is. i dun want to end up being one of those people...